Sometimes California seems like a dream...

Watching my friends on facebook going to the fair and surfing and on boats and everyone in their bathing suits looking fit and tan in California seems like a dream sometimes. When you live in it, it just is... You love it, but you don't think much of how different you are from others. From the other side, i am not hurting, but sometimes i look at the pictures and places and just wonder or dream of what it would be like to be back in certain places again...